hE lOst..

he lost.. jun yang lost.. no mood no mood no mood

i cried like mad.

i was actually preparing to buy his album liaos.. i thought he will be the one entering the indoor stadium and then beat Kelly.


sadded.. i wont talk to any wei lian's supporters in class today. hahahas.

:(


well, he will stay as the forever superstar in my heart. hehes.

wiSh.wiSh.wiSh

wiSh wiSh wiSh...

1. a pair of silver slippers at fAr eAst

2. a black Addidas bag

3. save $40 per month (my saving plan in AIA=$37.65 per mth)

4. get a holiday job as soon as sch ends

5. stay as busy as ever (so that i wont feel bored)

6. concentrate more on my studies rather than all my school activties

7. slim down by 1 kg (hAha)

8. get a K750i for wei der once i get my 1st pay

9. get my very own nokia 6680

10. sleep 8 hrs a day instead of usual 6 hrs

11. get Hong Jun Yang's 1st album (he's gonna win kz)

12. get married by 23

13. not to neglect my frens

14. stay healthy

15. tanned myself evenly

16. dye my hair to a more suitable colour

17. pay attention in lectures

18. not to skip lectures

19. stop getting cuts on my fingers

20. fun survivor camp!



hehes.
so greedy huhs.
this is to motivate myself to fulfil my wishes as long as it could take.
=)

qUaterlet dAte..

went town with ling a few days ago. then i discovered that it's been a so long time since i ever went out with a girl fren to shop. Far east has so much changes. and i have not bought for myself anything i like since.... dunno when liaos... hAhahas..





u knoe, going out with wei der is a different thing.. i always scared i shop too much then makes him get so bored.. when he starts to browse through his aeroplane or car model in shops, i feel sooooooo bored... sHhHhhh...





jUst checked my friendster account.. a long long time pri sch good fren xue ting added mi.. oh my gosh.. sO surprised! so happie!
and all i remembered about her is that she is tall, dark, slim and very pretty. hahahas. so bo xin.





today is National Day, yesterday was the eve. i went out with si ting and ruo kang, wen king and wei liang, and joanne and kaiser after school! hahahas.. quarterlet dAte! heng ahss... wei der came out yesterday.. or else i be faced with awkwardness like last time..







we went to watch 'Charlie and the Chocolate Factory' at Princess(Bedok). and the movie ticket is extra BIG and it costs only $5. and of cos the seat is a little uncomfortable, the place is a little noisy.. but overall is okie ba..





but then show kinda disappointing. all the scenes are nice, but kinda sianz.. to mi, it is more suitable for kids. but then my 3 ger frenz said it was great. erms... maybe u watched and then give it a score~





wanted to watch fireworks badly. budden wei der gotta go back camp the next day morning.. and the fireworks start at 12am on the eve.. haiss.. so we separated ways with the 3 couples and i went home with him..






then ying and ling asked mi out for fireworks today. today's fireworks will last for 15 mins long! heard that FIR is coming.. my gosh, pray that i finished studying molecular genetics and can go out later.


=)

CCN dAy

w0ws.. today is finally saturday.. finally can rest liaos... i am so so busy during last week..



yesterday was CCN day.. We earned a profit of $263.15! oh yeahs.. last year we only earned 50 bucks.. so so happie..




i wAs there collecting money and taking orders.. and of cos dragging familiar people to buy from our stall and begging unfamiliar people.. leaving all the blending of fruits and ice cream and milk to Ezra, Samuel and Jason.. while the rest do mobile selling and delivery..




Yu Wen and Karen were great! they not even came but also brought their frenz along.. hehes.. but i remember Pamela, Wan Xin and Stewart who said they would walk walk and com back later but neber did!! hahas.. seems so 'ji chou' sehs..




wei der came to look for mi abit later.. and poor him stand along the corridor alone.. i did go and talk to him when there is no business kz.. but later when jason took a break, i took wei der to tend the stall too.. so he was there blending fruits till the stall closes.. glad that he got along with Samuel and Ezra..



i suPported other stalls from my course too.. Bought fl0wers with Roshay f0r wei der.. 5 stalks for $7.. ex hor... and draw hairna on my hand (dunno how to spell)..



exams are coming in 3 weeks' time.. oh oh.. i still have:


- a group presentation for Psychology
- a project for MCT
- a circuit prototype for Medical Electronics
- 4 tests next 2 weeks..



This semester seems so short.. my gosh my gosh..


juSt trim my eyebrow toO.. was eating my sausage bread and walking.. and suddenly got pulled into the shop.. hahas..



shld be blogging lesser and lesser till exams are over.. guys, all the best!

sick!

have not been feeling well these days.
g0t fever on mon.. neber c0me sch..
my report still haven out yet..
-pray hard that i don need to stay in hospital for examination-
hahas.. worried sehs..




and jun yang got in again! 39/50. woO hoO~
weider's kelly got in too! hahas.

some thoughts:

if i could wish upon a wishing star, my only wish is to get well soon.

it's only when couples around u start to part, then u realise how important is the one beside u.

i miss the days where i have a whole day free to myself at home.

hehes.. preparing for my sec0nd debAte and CCN day and Psych0l0gy interview keeps mi from bl0gging and sleeping..





i sEemed to alwAys have busie weEks... everyday stay back in sch.. then 1 day neber stay back seems weird now...





the debate is between class and class... of cos the teacher select the winning team from each class.. my team lost.. but then cos the winning team(Jason's team) 4 people back out.. jason was in a hurry to find new people to replace them.. so he called mi and pleaded... haiss.. then i finally gave in lohs... hahas...





i spent the 3 days before the actual debate preparing the notes etc etc.. it was on a friday and luckily that day i dont have Maths Clinic...





and we won the second place for it! hehes..
PROUD of my silver trophy!!!




mY term test results are all out... i passed all... quite happie with 3 of my results.. the other 2 kind of disappointed.. at least my maths neber let mi down...!!!





Molecular Genetics - 28/50
Engineering Maths - 99/100
Introduction to Biomedical Informatics and Engineering - 40/50
Medical Electronics - 67/100
Microcontroller Technology - 22/40



hahas... u shld know wat are the 2 now...




i was checking thru my time table.. and realised that ying's bdae falls on my study week.. luckily neber falls during exams time...




CCN day --- it is a day whereby my course will sell things to our schoolmates and then the money earned will be donated to charity.





our class decides to sell milkshake, and mixed fruit juice.. my part is to design a board with the menu on it... the Theme is "Love is in the air"..
and on that day, i will the one collecting money from customers as this sem i am the class treasurer...




Our store name: Melted Love

Our menu:
Strawberry milkshake -- Love Lagoon
Chocolate Milkshake -- Sugar Moment
Vanilla with oreo milkshake -- Little Bits
Mixed Fruit Juice with Cocktail -- Sweet Affection



any suggestions for designing the board?



okies... tink write too muchz liaos.. tatas...




by the way ling.. the haircut at Monsoon was $19.90 as they were having a promotion... and dye hair one colour is $119...

hAircut

i just cut mY hair.. at Monsoon.. just below shoulder length.. hehes.. although it spoiled my rebonding but neber mind lahs...




that hairsytlist kept persuading mi and wei der to dye my hair.. $119 for 1 colour and plus treatment.. erms.. kinda ex?





The lAst tiMe we quarrelled was wed night.. becAuse of YW.. Hopefully we wont quarrel anymore during this period of time..
so tired of quarrels liaos...
things are getting a bit better liaos.. hope it will be getting better and better and better.. hahas.. *must stay positive*

term break is gonna end.. still got a couple of assignments didnt do.. tomorrow gonna finish them all.. *promise to myself*

that's all! tatas.

tAke care gers!

Quarrels quarrels and not ending..

Quarrels, quarrels and quarrels. will it end or will it not?




i feel like giving up. my head hurts. bursting out with tears. i hate it hate it!




is there forever? i used to think so but now things seemed to tell me no.




it's been a year plus. is it worth it giving it all up now?




a few days to cool down. will it be enough?





unpredictable things have started. i am not as strong as i think i am.





when i was with my frens, i used to stare into an empty seat wishing that he was there with me. now even he is there sitting on the empty seat, i wish he isn't.





he has changed. i have changed too. it's time to know each other's flaws.





i should learn to cherish before it's too late.





CRIES
confused
thinking

jUe dUi sUperstAr!

jUe dUi sUperstAr~

jUst wAnna tell u gUys Jun Yang and Ruth gOt in! hahahas. i tink i am mad. i am so CRAZY for Jun Yang!




wEi der suppOrted Kelly bUt she been vOted Out.. oOps.. i am kind of xing zhai le kuo... :P




it iS eArly in the morning and i dont feel like studying.. lAter iS maths test liAos. mY 1 and onlY hOpe! Excited to go ying's and ling's workplace! cant wAit cant wAit!




ling, thUrsday cAn? c0s mi tUes got t0 d0 pr0ject. hehes.



Ying and Gola is gonna hAve their chinese O level oral later liaos. Gola told mi that he looked like Malay sO if the exAminar sees he Malay then can speak Chinese well sure give him high marks. diaos. We will see about it.

gOod luck to both of them. jiA you jia you!


=)

lAst pAper!

t0m0rr0w is my last paper liaos.maths.



and i am gonna visit ying and ling tml at their working place! h0pe the drinks dont get too expensive.. hope we wont lose our way too!




thanks for the encouragement, ling! dont get too stressed over sch and work kz.. any day free for cycling?




Ohs ohs the 4 tests i have already taken is gone case liaos! not studying and having mood swings' effect.. hahas.. glad that i have stopped sobbing. sO proud of myself. hahahas.
Only hope my results wont get so bad.




She has found her new guy. wish her hAppiness yeahs. the guy seemed to cherish her more. smile for her!




dunno wat to add on liaos. take care gers.




ying, good luck for your coming chi Oral!

i l0ve ya

s0me uPdates!
we wOn 2nd place in the cAptain's bAll match f0r 0ur claSs!



dAniel finAlly w0n Jing Ting's heArt!



jAson w0n TrianA's heArt!



eZra and SamUel still in the pr0ceSs! wiSh them lUck!




to him:

i didnt kn0e why u alwAys manage to stAnd mi. but i am really glad u always manage to. i didnt know why u always anger mi when u dont mean to. in the end u always give in. life is t0ugh.

n0w that the quarrels and tears are 0ver, i h0pe we will pr0ceed t0 have a better understanding of each other. i am stressed these days and tend to take it out on u. i am sorrie. u always dont get angry. maybe u are much older than mi u can think like an adult and not act like a childish mi.

i thank you for always acting cute to make mi smile, always putting your face in front of mine to make mi laugh and always hearing mi out when things become bitter.

i am sorrie for making hurtful remarks to u. i will try to be a better gf.

i thank God i found ya. i l0ve ya.

i nEed slEep!

wOws.. wAs awAiting tml's CM cup! where we will have interclAss captain's bAll mAtch. mY clAss is g0nnA win kz.. hahas..






bUt i fEll d0wn 0n tUes.. SAmuel and Daniel wAs plAying pUshing in the lAb then one 0f them pUshed Ezra. Ezra's knee hit the bAck of mY knee and i fEll, by kneEling d0wn! hAhahAhahAs. he wAs so000 gUiltY while the reSt lAughed until pEngz.. hahas!





Yest i went f0r mY biAo ge's wedding diNner. the plAce wAs quite grAnd anD i only w0re t shirt and jeAns there! wAnted to weAr a dreSs bUt think t0o [jin bAo] liAos so decided n0t to.





they signed the mArriage c0ntrAct onlY at the wedding dinNer. SpeciAl rightz?





and we wAtched a vide0 0f them during the teA cerem0ny. mY c0usin t0ok a l0ng time t0 persuAde hiS wife's frens to 0pen the d0or. he tried mAny wAys even t0 singing l0ve s0ngs t0 hiS l0udest v0ice. l0lz.





mY auntie(hiS mUm) w0re a shinY 'qi pAo' t0 welc0me the gueSts. sUper sUited t0 sing 0n the stAge that kind. which mY mUm sweAred thAt she w0nt weAr it t0 mY k0r's wedding neXt tiMe. hahahAs.





i gUessed yest was mY cousin's hAppiest dAy of hiS life. He wAs a flirty b0i in the pAst but yest he iS smiling like nob0dy's bUsineSs. i h0pe i w0uld be smiling like hiM s0medAy. ;)





A guy in mY c0urse is engaged c0s his gf f0rce him t0 pr0p0se to her. aNd he book the wh0le restuarant anD put on a m0nkey c0stume with r0ses in his hAnds t0 pr0pose! hahas. next time i shAll c0py thAt gf, f0rced mArriage!




:) will c0ntinue next tiMe! g0nna finish mY assignment. tAtas!

mY CCA p0ints hAven bEen uPdated!! Aahhhss!!
i bEen greEdy f0r CCA points thiS seM.. f0r n0 reAs0n.. hahas..





Ling is g0ing out on an hOliday!! wiSh her hAve am enjOyable and interesting tRip! anD ab0ut Mr and Mrs Smith.. n0 pr0b at all!






Wei dEr b0ught mi the Energy'S finAl fAntasy CD!! on thE c0ndition of acc0mpAnying him wAtch 'Initial D'.. ohzz.. that's t0o simple a reqUest~ hahas..






yeSt wAs Wei dEr's mum's bdAe. wE wEnt t0 find his sis in the evening before we all went out for dinner. hiS sis' spA shOp is opening next thUrs (23/6). i went in and take a l0ok and it is suPer grand and high clAss! oH my g0sh, that will inspire mi to 0pen a sh0p like hers next time.. hahahas..




hiS sis wAs smiling as she showed her shOp! it wAs the sec0nd time i saw her smile to mi.. hahahas...





a spa treatment c0sts $90 per visit.. any0ne interested?





We went Marshay to eat... And got ourselves fUll.. 4 pers0ns f0r 0nly $48~ sounds okies rites?





i was tinking of cutting my hair to slighter bel0w sh0ulder length.. sh0uld i or sh0uld i n0t? *tr0ubled*

term test term test term test!

JUst saw s0meone's bl0g in frenster.. Oh Oh.. is the 'she' the pers0n talking ab0ut referriNg t0 me?? 0h 0h.. *scAred* tink i make her angry unkn0wingly..




i cut my finger accidentAlly yest.. my right hand 4th finger.. if u know the structure of my living r0om, u will realise that the switch of the lights is beside my door. i was about to go to sch when i wanted to turn off the lights and open the door at the same time.



Left hand open the door.
Right hand turn off the lights.
And "Ouchs!"




the effect will be the do0r cut across 4 of the fingers. i was in a hurry so i open the do0r in a ruSh.. and i was in so much pain. i didnt know my 4th finger bleed until i tUrned on the lights again.. i quickly grAb a tissue paper and wrap around mY finger till i reach sch0ol.. hahAs..



i was in the bus when i msg wEi der to tell him ab0ut it.. he cAlled mi and lAughed at mi.. SO BAD!



lEss0n leArnt: Neber dO things sO convenientlY. hahas.



And i c0uldnt h0ld my pen pr0perlY when i wAs teAching the year 1 studEnts mAths.. (i rePlied t0 an emAil frm my scho0l to be a Maths mentor)..




c0s i scAred they think i am a freak, wrapping a tissue paper over my finger.. so i removed the tissue, exp0sing my dearest w0und.. it hUrts like heAven f0r the few hours but i ENDURE! hahas..




mY term test is appraoching in a weEk's time.. wiSh mi luCk!

gO study liAos! bye!

blUes and rEds..

hAve not been online for a few dAys.. bUsy and been not haVing enough sleep.. d0zing off dUring lectures..




Slept around 1 plUs yest trying hard to do my lAb work at home.. hahas.. in the end i ended up wasting my effort and everything fAiled.. so SOng huA helped mi do quite a bit todAy...
lUckily ling msg mi tell mi not to hurry on mAine's bdAe cArd or else i guess i wont be sleeping yest.. hahas.. thAnks~~






The election for 3 CCAs in TP has jUst ended yeSt.. Song Hua, Wei Jian anD Chia liAng g0t into their CCA electi0n.. and we hAd been buSy these dAys skipping lectures advertiSing 0ther stUdents t0 v0te for theM.. i been the wAlking model hOlding their bAnners with their photos on it.. hahas..





i kinda have some desires and crAvings now - energy's finAl fAntasy CD anD Mr and Mrs Smith's VCD! wAiting for my all0wance t0 be 0ut~






Next wed(22/6/05) iS my cousin's wEdding.. thinking of the f0od there makes mi so excited! hahas.. and jAson got 2 prEview tiCkets free fOr InitiAl D's m0vie on thAt dAy as well..hE invited a ger t0 g0 with hiM and abAndon us 4.. don fren him liaos.. hahas.. bUt wiSh b0th of them lUck! hahas..





alth0ugh the fire hAsnt eAsed among my frens, but i guess it will soon.. every0ne starts t0 keep a little quiet to prevent themselves frOm quArrelling with one an0ther..

at leAst they tried t0 ease the fire.. =)




jUst sAw shEllen's bl0g.. she been d0wn with fever these dAys.. Get well Soon mY fren!




dO u knoe thAt 0rAnge, red and yell0w are c0lours that get ya hungry eAsily? mY psychology teacher taught mi that!




okies. gotta g0 get bUsie.. will try to blog more often! take cAre every0ne!

BAD!

nOw listening tO 'jie kou' by jAy chou while leaving my thoughts here...



ling, sorries for not being able to turn up for the bicycle thingy.. will make it up during my term break k.. =)



1 quiz coming up tomorrow...
3 projects due next week...
3 more quizzes due next week..


hahas.. i tink i cant rest till term break.. my term test week is just 2 weeks later.. oh my oh my..



today in school.. there's plenty of fire in some of my classmates... though i am not involved, but still feel quite sorrie for them..




they have been stressed over juggling between friendship, boy or girlfriend, being one of the authories in our course, family etc etc..




of course not everyone has the all the problems... but becos these things bothering them, they have been losing tempers at one another.. recently, i have heard many vuglars and screamings... =(




mi not realli stressed over other things except for my assignments and quizzes.. well.. hope that my 4 & 1/2 sistarz can withstand thru this thing..


ming tian hui geng hao!

b0ring weEkend!

ZzzZz zZzz...

been doing these from fri till todAy..

i stAyed at home to study my molecular genetics subject.. got a test next weD... haiss.. but everytime i tried to study, i ended up sleeping or calling up wei der or watching VCD... hahass..





i only did 1/2 of my revision till now.. and all i remembered was:

- Genetics is the branch of biology concerned with heredity and variation.
- in the 1860s, Gregor Mendol did a specific experiment with pea plants. He took 7 characteristics from the pea plants for the experiment.
- Why he chose pea plants:
----- It comes in a variety of colours and shapes.
----- It can self or cross pollinate.
----- It has a relatively short generation time.





on last fri, Lin Jun Jie held a mini concert in my school.
on thurs, we were supposed to quene for the tickets in school. but the quene is relatively too long but not everyone will get the tickets. cos they have already given tickets to the many clubs or CCAs in our sch.
and each person can only get one ticket.


so considering these factors, we neber quene. hahas. and another personal reason is i had to meet wei der for the movie 'Mr and Mrs Smith'. hahas.





Specially for ling:
i just saw your comments.
free on Thurs? i teach u cycle that day after my sch. cos during the weekend i needa prepare for more tests. =P ying wanna come along?


and for the ''Mr and Mrs Smith" review,

yAh, it is a threat. hahas.

It is about a couple who were married for 5 or 6 years. But their marriage had been sort of like a routine and full of lies. hahas. Until they discovered that they both had the same job - to kill people.




and the husband thought that his wife wants to kill him, and so he wants to kill his wife. and vice versa. However, when they had a chance to kill each other, they can't bear to and always let each other go.



and the ending u watch then u will know.. :)

Mi agAin~~

Ezra said he read my blog.. oh gosh.. i neber give it to him.. hOw did he get it? he said he has his ways esp in the internet.. he also said I said he smoke everyday in my blog.. where got???? anyhow say.. hahas.. i put down his name here see monday whether he got mentioned nots.. hahas..




recently i had not been using com... that explains why my primary photo neber change.. hahas.. cos Gola kept using when i came home... and strumming his dearest guitar as he used... This is getting on my nerves!





Si Ting created a new friendster account for my class(I404).. How do i knoe it's her? c0s now the acCount only have 3 frens.. mi, her and Daniel.. and i think Daniel will be to0 "thoughtful" to create such an account.. hahas..



Anyway, Si Ting got into the Director's List in our course.. only the top 8 of our course can get in! li hAi ba~~




And Zhi Wei finally wrote a testimonial for mi.. c0s i kept seeing him in school and said he bian xin.. then tink he buai tahan liaos so he write for mi.. =P





yesterday after sch, i went for my sUbcomm meeting then my Maths mentor meeting.. and i wont be able to be released early on fri from next week onwards liaos.. the maths mentor class is every fri.. sObss..




but my frens said they would visit mi there when they got any probs with maths.. hahas.. and the teacher-in-charge said if there are no students coming to ask mi maths that fri, i may do my own work in the classroom.. :)



Another thing.
Highly recommend: Mr and Mrs Smith
if u are my friend, pls go watch. hahas.
i won't lie to u. trust mi. Super nice.

;P

sCh is freAking mi 0ut! hahas~

seemed like i took a super long time to blog again.. i had my reasons.. look below:
These were wat i did lAst weEk~~

;)



M0n - went sch0ol then met up with Grace and Melissa (2 gers from Singapore Youth for christ).. i showed them around my sch library and some canteens in my sch, hahas..




TUes - went sch0ol,
had my psychology class till 7pm and Wang Wei tagged al0ng with mi and Si ting although this China boi cant understand most of the lecture..
then went TM watched "Macadgascar" with Wei dEr..
(mi - Alex, the 0range li0n,
Si Ting - Martin, the blur giraffe,
Joanne - Melvin, the wild zebra,
Wen King - Maria, the ger hipPo)




Wed - went school.. miAo's bdae.. she took us to a Korean King Feast at tAka 4th flo0r.. 9 dishes alt0gether and it costs $58.30 per person.. but miao subsidies every0ne by $35.. so i only paid $24 for this super healthy and filling dinner.. wat do i mean by healthy? cos almost every dish, there is Ginseng within it.. wows..

as an qualified auntie, i of cos will try my best to finish them all.. but however, cant finish the small steam boat thingy, tot m stomach gonna burst soon..





Thurs - went school again.. then went for a sch event... heard of Singapore Street Festival? i was there with Wen king distributing flyers with free tissue outside cineleisure.. We got free t shirt, free Garnier facial wash pack, free tissues and free notebook!!!

the event involved Hip Hop dance and rAp that day.. the performers were really cool and great!

i saw plenty of people (Ju shui, lewis and jun hao, the ger from my mentor workshop and claris) and most of them asked mi the same ques, "eii, ur part time job ahs?"


hahas.. i did it becos of my CCA points - distribute flyers from 5 30 pm to 9 30 pm jus cos of 5 miserable CCA points.. come to think of it, i am quite stupid to help Tong Howe (my fren who got this lobang)





Fri - went school and be the Annual General Meeting usherer.. to get ready the buffet dinner and help my course people scroop their food up from the tray.. hahas.. again for my CCA points~ hahahahas




and recently there's this new guy in my class who looks exactly like wei der~ l0ls.. even he tinks so kz.. i been trying my best not to look at him in class liaos.. but seemed quite hard.. hahass..

:p

tO ying~~

gOod luck f0r y0ur chinese Os! jiA y0u!