Did i mention my dad bought me a laptop? It is a week old and it's my 1st time using it. i am typing this blog lying on the floor of my room.

I like the sony brand. VAIO! But it is too ex. Dad said it is ok as long as i like it. Still i chose the cheapest laptop in Harvey Norman as i wasn’t so into electronic device.

17th may -

Joe wanted to watch 'The Forbidden Kingdom' but it was already down. So all of us watched 'What Happen in Vegas'. Midnight movie. i watched with them after work. Tuck Wei & Joe came earlier to get the tickets. And they ate at my work place. So happie to see the 6 years friends!

I was so busy last week. Besides working, giving tuition and going to church, my uni friends are occupying the rest of my time.

19th may –

Qiao Mei and Jun Wen came to have supper with me. They were laughing their heads off when they saw me in my uniform. They thought i looked like a boy. Mei Li Mao! Hahas.

20th and 21st may –

Jun Wen cycled to my house at midnight and we chatted till 7am the next morning.

My secret to being a powderful owl?
Drink Ice Latte or Teh Chino Ice! Practise night chats with Ying and Ling and i’m sure u would master the skills of an owl!

Can’t believe i got so much to tell him. I told him i still sleep with my parents and he was absolutely horrified!

We went to 7 eleven to get Long Island. His recommendation. It tasted like cough mixture. 11% alcohol. I won! I drank faster. :P

I had my revenge by recommending him my fave peppermint tea. Hahas. He just can’t get used to drinking toothpaste. But i like its smell very much.

He piggy back me a round around the garden. Shit, i only completed half a round. I LOST! Never ever underestimate your abilities. I can piggy back a guy of 52kg! Wow, can’t believe what i had jus did.

Had breakfast with him before i went home. Slept till 5pm the next day. U have to be a pig in the day to be an owl at night.

My abdomen hurts from too much laughter. Other from Samuel and Marlin, he is the next funniest person la.

23rd may –

A dinner at Marina Square with Carine, Xiang and Jun Wen at Waraku. I had a big bowl of seafood curry. Carine thought it looked like a wash basin. Haha! Cool!

25th may -

‘Iron Man’ with Jun Wen. I realised how on i was. I went to church in the morning, give tuition in the afternoon & work in pastamania in the evening. Then had to accompany that very easily bored guy after work at 11pm. Ok la, i do anything for 1 of my best friends.





After the movie, he suggested to walk to my house from Plaza Sing. And u know what? I crazily agreed. We bet on a Sakura buffet. If i said stop for a rest, i would lose and have to treat him to the buffet. Due to my gian peng gian sai nature, i can’t lose!


And i got to work 10 hours e next day. From 10am to 8pm.



He said he knew the way to Little India. But we ended up in

1stly, Clarke Quay
2ndly, Chinatown

At Chinatown, he told me to anyhow choose a direction. My guts feelings told me that it was to the right. And yes, we reached Raffles Place and then Clarke Quay, and finally City Hall!


We went back to Plaza Sing before he finally figured the way to Little India.
By then, we had already perspired.

We had a hard time figuring out how to go farrer park. We lost our way. We passed by KK Hospital and lots of spiderwebs. We walked back and forth before we finally found the way to farrer park. We followed a bus 67 route. And then, Boon Keng! From Boon Keng, i finally know how to get home.

My legs were so sore but i just don’t want to concede defeat. I can’t rest! Kept asking him to give in but he just won’t. ROARS! As gian peng gian sai as me!

Upon reaching S’goon, he piggy back me back home. I really really cant walk. We started the walkathon at 2 30am and finished it at 5 30am. WOWS!

We considered it a draw as it wasn’t a fair competition. I am a girl and he is a guy. I was carrying a bag and insisted not to let him carry. He had training before. He walked 24km in his ns days and climbed 78 storeys in a competition.

He told me he wanted to bother me the next night again. And i was like, “Oh JW pls spare me! I haven got enough sleep and my face is full of acnes.” Let all the achiness heal first. And please let my acnes stop! First! Hahas.

I only slept for 2 hours before i head for work. And i survived on 1 shot of expresso. Awfully bitter. And Dean suggested 100 plus (energy boaster). Woo Hoo! The moment i reached home, i slept for 12 hrs. Piggy me.

..I let go of that hurt that has been with me these months... I felt relieved and glad that i have done it. I am so proud of myself.

Here is the 2nd part of Joanne's Bdae!

Next up is Miao (1st June)

Then Joe (2nd June)

Then Charmaine (16th June)

Then Bi Han (21st June)

Then Daniel (24th June)

All 21st bdae! BANKRUPT!

That day Marlin (My church cell group leader) was advising some things.. Some meaningful that i wrote them down. She said:

Being in a relationship is not easy. You must wake up every morning and feel that your love for him is still fresh. Don't be overfamiliar with him that you lose the respect for him. Don't take things for granted. You must at least have respect for each other. You must not get tired until everyday becomes a routine.

In your journey with God, there are bound to be some things that you will let go. When you make a decision, you can't be sure that u are 100% right. All you need is to trust that God has given you to make this decision.

What you see is what you receive. You can't assume that he will change after marriage.

In life, God will put you through several temptations and tests. It's not that u both don't love each other. Both of you have tried. It's the not the matter of feeling used to him. It is not the matter of time that determines this relationship. You have changed and he has changed too.

Are you really happy with him? Is he really there all the time? Does he really love you all the time? If he said he will be there, but is he? Does he give you enough security and assurance?

When you have nothing, you must trust that you still have God. Believe that you have God and you will have everything. Pray and all will turn out well.

Make a decision and don't look back anymore. Trust that God will help u overcome it.

i said, "But i am so afraid, afraid that if i let go, i can never find another guy as good as him, or better than him anymore."

She replied, "How can you think it this way? No, u need to have confidence in yourself. Most guys like girls with confidence. U know, i used to ask Ming Yao (her husband) why he chose me over so many girls. There are many who have nicer complexion than me, prettier than me and have better capabilities than me. But he said because i have confidence. A confidence woman makes her attractive.

You need to open up your heart and give yourself and someone else a chance. Have confidence that God will make you happier. Discover His plan for u and you will definitely feel happier.''

When you said you have nothing, u are wrong. U still have God. And u still have your friends, friends who care so much for you. You have won over the hearts of many friends. You are not alone.

She prayed for me. i cried and Ke Xin hugged me. Thanks Ke Xin.

That night around 2am, i had a terrible stomachache. Then fever. i couldn't sleep. i wanted so much to call Wei Der up. Wanted to tell him to bring me to the doctor and how terrible i feel. i know the call will definitely make him take leave the next day and also skip school. But i resist the urge. i can't be so selfish, so self centered. We have already broken up.

Marlin said i still have my friends. So i sent out an SOS msg. i forwarded out a forward msg to some of my close friends. If 1 replied to tell me to get well soon, i will get well. i trust God that i will get well.

Sure enough, one of them replied in a few mins. And i did manage to sleep. As long as u have faith, God will make you happy. And Ying replied the following day with another forwarded msg. :P

Sometimes i feel like msging him. When i hold the urge, i feel like crying. Something hit me. An angel spoke to me. When u miss him, pray for him. Pray that he will have a better life without u. Pray that he can get over you too.

Xue said God will bless me. God can speak to me in different ways. One of them is through friends. Thanks Xue. U are sent by God to tell me the right thing at the right time.

Thanks Ling and Ying too. Love ya girls.

Thanks Jun Wen.

U guys are always there.

:)

I have uploaded many pictures ya! Dont scroll down so fast cos i took a thousand year to get the photos up! :P

3rd of May -



Went Tapas Tree! The night Clarke Quay scenery is nice. There are people playing spanish music too! Romantic. And we stayed in the restuarant for hours to hear the songs they played.









We took a long time before we order anything. It was a hard decision as we didnt know what was nice before one of the waiters intro us some famous dishes!












Wei Jian, me, Ting & Joanne

The buildings behind us looked like flats.










DA TOU ZHAO
The POWERPUFF girls!

















The Gayish Couple!


















Wa, gay somemore sia.




















At the bus stop before Zouking

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10th may!





Dinner at ajisen dining and KTVing at Top One KTV opposite Bugis junction.

















Tuck Wei's new hairstyle! Look at the parts of the design!





























JOE HAS GOT A GIANT HAND!

We took neoprints together! We had never took neoprints as a group before. Neoprints are now out of trend but who cares?

Joe didn't make that expression that 3 of them agreed and so Miao make it up by putting a huge sexy lips onto joe! haha

I vote this photo as the most compatitible friends award! We just perfectly merged into the picture. Ling deco this pic, i love the cross on me and i bet Ying loves the cute skull on her. hehe.

OH MY! Zoom onto Tuck Wei

Our family!

The smaller prints:

I LOVE ALL OF THEM! WO AI NI MEN!

MORE PICTURES:







Ling, me, Ying and Maine

What we got for Tuck Wei: A Fossil watch! It changes color every few secs. From brown to black then black to brown. The strap looked like a belt.

It is now time for me to read the birthday card and open the present they bought me. Ling took a series of my expressions during the reading and opening present process. HAHA. Trying hard to be serious Ahems!

CRUMPLER BAG!















Scanning the Women's Secret bag!

Posing with the red bra! *See How Cooperative i am*



















Exclusive: Us in KTV

We were singing the F4's Liu Xing Yu. Turning turns to sing our lines.

The high and crazy us!



















Lastly, Miao and me using my phone!

















We sang from 11pm to 4 plus am in the morning. We then went to the prata shop to fill our hunger before we went home. i reached home at 6am. Gosh! Was half dead teaching tuition.










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11th May -





Joanne's Bdae. Her dad booked a function room below her block (Condo). He brought in a conveyor belt and a KTV set.








Wei Jian and Daniel singing 'If I let u go'















Me and the pretty Bday girl!

Our dinner kakis! We all stay in Hall 8.

GIRLS ROCKS!

Her big big cake! It is the shape of a key. The key to freedom!

Ting and Daniel! Look at the chef in the background. Professional right?











HAPPY 21st Birthday Joanne! *LOVES*












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12th may -




Sharon's 22nd Bday. We went Tapas Tree too. Sharon wanted to try it so much.

The meatballs we ordered: looks very big but actually the serving of Spanish food is very small.

Jun Wen with the Birthday girl, Sharon!

Time for a bdae song! We were wondering why the staff didnt sing along with us, SAD. But they were kind enough to light the candles for us.















The sweetie looked into my camera.

Time to blow off the candles. Isn't the chocolate cake nice?! Filled with colours.. I buy 1. :P

And of cos, time to cut the cake.














Me and Bi Er. The restuarant has a very home like atmosphere. i like its lighting effects.













And ya, they said niang zi (me) must take photo with xiang gong (Jun Wen).

Then they complained that the photo is too dark. We had to take another photo.

Finally we got the staff to take a photo for all of us. Doesn't it look like a fireplace? The lamp looks so super lit.

Bi Er and me zi pai.






















Then Sharon jie jie, Jun Wen and i went k box in Cineleisure. Bi Er said she has got to work tml and Bi Han don't feel like going. SADDED!
















Jun Wen and me! i'm 21, he's 22. But we still look like kids out to celebrate Children's Day. HAHA. I posed a bad influence onto him. He has started learning my taiwanese accent. Like how Joanne, Ting and i talk.





















Me and Sharon jie!



















I realised that both of them can sing very well.







And Jun Wen know every song. He said he 'she mo niao dou hui.' hahas. You can't imagine he sang most girls' songs with us and go haywire when he can't hit the high notes. HAHA.

















And they are so bad. i skipped 1 word or 2 when i sang. Sometimes i sang that word wrongly and they kept correcting me.








We sang till 5am in the morning. Had breakfast at Mac cafe till 7am. So i took a train home, slept for an hour before going to work at 9 30am.

























By 2pm, i surrendered. i kept finding walls in pastamania to lean on and praying for time to pass by faster so that i could go home to sleep. i slept for another hour and went to give tuition. I wore my contact lens for more than 24 hours. And i think i am going blind soon. i better get a new specs.













i actually sang for continuous 3 days! Marathon lehs.





















14th may - today-


I finally got some rest and now finish typing this post!