A pinhole of my life.

a bunch of flowers were placed next to my counter at work. i plainly thought it was just what customers left behind and ignore it. my colleague Joyce was thinking why would ppl wanna give flowers on April Fool's Day.. hahas..





then my manager suddenly came to tell mi that they are for mi.. and i just couldnt believe it.. he kept persuading mi until he shouted, "for what i lie to you, i lie to you for wat??!!!'' hahahas~






i was still afraid that he lied to mi so i unwillingly opened the note on the flowers. and in it was an ugly handwriting..

'to: hui jin
hope u like it :)"





they were from my fairy. it's his off day that day. my manager told mi he booked the flowers in the noon and told him to pass it to mi. oh my gosh. april fool's day!! i was thinking of smelling the flowers and then die on the spot.. hahahas..







there were 6 roses and 5 more different types of flowers (i cannot identify them) tied up in a bunch.. and all my colleagues working that day saw them and my kaypo boss go peek on the note and told the rest who they were from.. and the rest all became kaypo too.. hahas..






wei der helped mi carry them home after work.. that was the last straw for him..
he was beside mi when i msg my fairy that night. and that night, the 3 of us cant get to sleep --- mi, wei der and my fairy. wei der checked the msgs sent by my fairy in my inbox.. and every msg sent by my fairy hit mi really hard..





other than sorry.. i didnt know what else to say....




sorry willy... i didnt know that u got false hope from mi all along.. i thought u wont go over the limit.. and i took for granted your every thought for mi... i was too insensitive.. if only i stop u in the first place.. u shouldnt say sorry.. it's all my fault.. i didnt know i brought u unhappiness all along..





sorry wei der.. i didnt listen to u.. i was too stubborn.. i wanted to have it my own way.. i didnt know i have hurt u whenever i got persuaded by willy whether to go out or to disobey u.. i was too selfish.. it's just mi, mi and mi.. i neber thought of your feelings..




i was so stuck in the middle for the past few months.. every decision i made made one happie but the other unhappie. last night.. it finally come to an end.. a sense of relief.. :)