A pinhole of my life.

went my 2 lecturers' house.. Home visiting! their kids are so cute! wondering whether mine will be as cute in the future.. hahas!!






then samuel drove us to punggol beach. i am so inspired by him!! A sotong like him can drive steadily! that gave so much hope for a sotong like me! maybe i can hope to pass my 1st driving test too.. 18th of may.. an important date to note.. hehes..








And pardon me to express some unhappy thoughts here...

When i start to dislike someone.. i will really continue to grow disliking him...








me being kind to u doesn't imply that u can say mean words to me.. embarrass me in front of everyone.. criticize me in order to have the 'laughing effect' from everyone..









i dont think that is being humourous. And i dont think it's funny too. Go look up the dictationary on 'HUMOUROUS'.. And i tink u haven brush your teeth since u were born, that's why your mouth stinks like crazy!!











i treated u as a friend, i did spare a thought for u all the time.. but what about U? u said u dont like people saying mean words to u, hurting u. u are easily hurt.. so equally am i..








ultimately.. i am just a girl.. a low self esteem girl i shld say.. not that everything u say any girl can take it.. i dunno about the rest of my frens but now i only knoe that i cant stand u.. u disgust me!!







i know u r just a coward who dont dare to be mean and offend fierce people.. so u come and disturb the weak nature me.. However, u are too idiotic to know that there's a limit in everyone.. now u have triggered that evil me that has been staying in my heart for that long.. i am fuming mad..






and i promised myself that next time u said something without them going through your brain twice, i will definitely hurt u back double~








wei der is so right.. he cant be with me and stand up for me all the time.. he said that i shld learn some vulgularitites so as to defend myself.. and that i cant please everyone all the time.. Why should i put myself into your shoes when u dont? i have to go home feeling hurt and upset by u..








GIRLS always feel a sense of uncertainly and insecurity in themselves because of people like u!











do u tink u r the most handsome guy in the whole world? oh yucks.. then every guy has to go commit suicide liaos. u are so childish.. only look at the surface of things.. SO SHALLOW! No wonder u always dont succeed in doing things.. everything u do is KANASAI~








i wont say that i have no weaknesses.. but at least i dared to say that i am a much much better person than u.. at least i am willing to change.. Yet u will only tink that u are right and laugh at people's character. well.. let me teach u, that's being mean not funny.






i bet u will neber become successful in your later stage of life, given your character. UNLESS u are determined to change. just a little success u get so proud.. how can people respect u?








i don't want to go to gatherings happily and then go home feeling upset.. neber again!