A pinhole of my life.

I got myself two electives this semester.

They are 'Accounting' and 'What is Cinema?'

I wanted to take a subject in my 3 mths holidays so that i dont have to take 2 electives this semester. But that particular subject costs $500. And cant pay by CPF. So decided not to in the end.










Luckily i got the electives i wanted. Accounting lessons are great. But the module itself is difficult. A very detailed kind of subject. i wasn't in the same class as Bi Han or Sharon. We were to form groups the first time i went for class. And i was glad that after all these years of maturity, i felt more comfortable talking to strangers. HAHA.







In the 'What is Cinema' lectures, we got to learn more about film making. I like i like~ The difference between novels and films.

Jun wen got 'From Bollywood to Hollywood'. Every lesson he goes to, he watches films. Indian films and Ang moh films. So nice! And the exam format is only multiple choice. Next semester i'm going to take that elective as well.









Wanted to let go of something i long wanted to. Becos of too many fears i have for the future. That day i was in hostel i met my brother on msn. But after talking to him, i decided not to give up. i was crying in front of the screen. And luckily Yvonne, my roommate, was sleeping. After taking a walk with jw in the campus, i felt better.









i have to trust myself. Trust what's planned for my future. Trust that happiness will still be there.









I got myself a new tutee. It is getting more and more challenging as a tutor. A Pri 1 boy this time. He lives in a blk next to Jun wen's. I spent ages settling him down before i got him to do some work. He ran around the room and talked endlessly. I had to keep carrying him back to the chair. And he kissed my arms all the time. He dripped his saliva on himself sometimes. And he spit saliva while he talked. I felt full of saliva after each session. His mum gave me a cane but i didnt want to cane someone else's child.










It will be a different thing if i have my own child. Well.. I hope tt he or she will be someone obedient and cute. haha. i hope that i won't overpamper him or her. My mum used to tell me if i want anything, i had to save money to buy it. I remembered saving $5.90 per week to buy a fairytale storybook. Sometimes i saved $20 to buy a barbie doll. Hehe. So i shall do just that to my kid.








The last lesson i had with him, his mum was beside us, caning him every now and then.






Now i know why i was overpaid. $18 per hr isn't easy money. i got a hyperactive tutee.








I went for an interview with jun wen to apply to be a student helper in school. $7 per hour for 3 days of open house. Carry goodie bags from one place to another. Got student ambassador position also. But i dont like telling the crowd, "This is our lecture hall, this is the toilet..." Haha.











But i got rejected!! And jun wen got in. Haha, think i don't look strong to my interviewer. Next year i will train some muscles before i go for the interview again. Hehe.

Xiang wanted to show Jun wen a book he saw in our school library. It was titled 'Dating Violence'. Hahaha.