I felt better after talking to wei der for a long night. :)

Thanks dearie!






A photo of him at the Kopitiam:

I realised that he is quite photogenic, especially with red hair.

After all the sleepless nights, I finally slept better. It's been a long time since i last praised him. So i declared now that he is understanding, mature and thoughtful to me.


i may just be biting depression pills now if he was not there for me!

He told me that the only way for me not to feel guilty towards my parents is to get the license, instead of giving up and paying them the fees back in instalments.












He told me to take a passport sized photo first, in case i got very lucky that day. (In cae i pass the test, i have to submit the photo to the driving centre for my license). It's like 3 years since i last taken a passport sized photo. i always put a 'si ren lian' lehs.

i hope to finish one big sketch book filled up with my sketchings by 22nd may. But say is say.. maybe i will do it only by last minute. hahas!







We watched 'Shooter' together. Again at the cathay. Nice action show with a simple plot. i lost the movie tickets in the cinema. And he was a little angry i guess. Hahas. he shldn't give it to me in the 1st place. Blur people lost things faster. (now pushing the blame to him)







After having nachos at Cathay, i finally understand why maggie insist going to GV for movies. Nachos in GV are alot nicer!





A killer shot 33 people and injured 29 people in an US school..! i am dead angry! NO one has the right to take away others' lives. i repeat,


NO ONE HAS THE RIGHT TO TAKE AWAY ANY LIFE!



:(

i been stressed lately over one particular thing. it's again the same old thing. my driving lessons.







i just had my 2nd lesson in the driving circuit. Driving in circuit is something like controlling your car in narrow roads, not mounting any kerbs. I freaked out! My driving test is approaching.. i really dunno how to face that very day.








Why do happy things tend to always be forgotten by me easily? Why am i busily thinking of this thing when happier things are all around me? Everyday i've thinking how to improve myself in the lessons. i think i am going crazy!









All i know is i regretted taking them. i had the feeling of giving up again. i wanted so much to quit. i kept crying to wei der that there's no way back. I am only left with 1 choice: Either i kept trying to get my driving license or i kept trying to get it.









i kept on thinking.. why do i need a driving license for? i may not even afford a car in the future. And even if i can, i can depend on wei der to drive me to work or some other places. He is already an experienced driver for 5 years.. And i don't feel my life being in danger when he drove me around.. Wat am i thinking of when i want my driving license? My senses are not fit for getting a license.







Wei der said to me...
'Not everyone is lucky all the time. U have been lucky all the way in your poly days. Getting through tests.. examss.. projects.. It seemed like these 3 years u have just breezed through them.. God is fair.. Everyone will have their strengths and weaknesses.. All u need to do now is to overcome your fear and weakness.. Don't make it such that the higher u climb, the more u are afraid of falling down. it should be 'yue zhan yue yong.'








BUt...


i tend to have this illness of remembering sad things more than happy things better. Selective memory! Until i got through the ordeal then i recalled my happy moments. Is there any treatment for having selective memory?








YUPS.. i tried.. i really tried hard.. i took my instructor's words seriously and tried to make changes to my bad habits.. BUt he cant see it..








Deep down in my heart i know i am too far from the test standards. There're only 5 slots left for me. i dunno how to learn fast enough to pass my test. i know i'm not up to it. All of my confidence i used to have is lost.. Should i delay my test date? .. i wanted to.. but i think my instructor won't allow.. haiss..







And .. my blog is only for people who wish me well.. For those people who doesnt, please get out of my life!










Just received a good news through msn.. Ivan got into NUS: Electrical Engineering! His 1st choice! :)

And i've been busy helping wei der with his online shopping blogsite. Now i get to apply my knowledge on being a blogger and html + java skills which i learn in my poly days on something!

The following photos were taken in Bangkok. Credits to Si Ting and her sis for decorating them. (I kapo from friendster) HAHAs!

We watched 3D movie called the 'Deep Sea'. RETRO sehs.

Mi and Ting trying to commit suicide. ARTISTIC! my most fave photo. HAHAs. Tink the photographer is Daniel!

In the MRT train

Acting cute in our Hotel Cafe! One of my favourite photos! HAHA (Samuel is acting like me)

At Coffee Bean in Bangkok!

Some words i picked up from the Thais:

diana ka (diana's leg) -- Welcome
donut ka (donut's leg) -- Excuse me or sorry
lonut hah (low feng de donut)-- Excuse me
all to die hah -- Come in to take a look




i break the words up into pieces so that i remember them in my trip! And i guessed the meanings too. Very bo liaos right? HAHA







My dad lost his phone in the toilet a week ago. So he bought another phone Nokia 6300 on my way back to Singapore and he msg me this hilarious msg:




"Hi, Where are you now? This is my new no. I am your father."

Oh my GoSh!! FAINT









AND.....





HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO ME!














hahas. i know it's very early to wish myself happy birthday.. bUt i just opened my letter box and SURPRISE! It's like an early birthday wish come true! i didn't dare even to dream and think about it in the past....


And now.. i just can't believe it. i read through the letter again and again.









12th of April '2007 will be a day i always remember. the haPpiest day of my life!








A DAY MY WISH COME TRUE!








'Dear Miss Toh

Congratulations! The University Admission Selection Committee has approved your application for admission to Nanyang Technological University (NTU) to study in the following course in academic year 2007-08, which commerces on 6 August 2007:

BIOENGINEERING'






i was so touched that i cry....

badly...

MORE PROM PHOTOS

My course mates and me!

The GuyS

The Girls and Jo's face cut off!

The Girls try again!

In Hotel Pheonix Toilet!

ToAsting to our lecturer!

1 shorts


2 bracelets


3 bags


4 slip-ons


6 necklaces


7 ear rings


9 tops





That was the amount of things i bought in Bangkok! That doesn't include the things i bought for others! Those are only wat i bought for myself. i exceeded my own budget. Please don't think i'm out of my mind. hahas




BUT i work hard so i must buy hard! i dunno when i would be able to go overseas again. SO I SHOP AND SPENT like that's no end of the world. Daniel awarded me a title, 'LEADER of the girls'. HAHAS






i hope that one day i could go on a holiday trip wiith my sistas! :)







0ne of the cutest events i had in Bangkok was the dart game. There was this game stall which allowed you to throw darts at balloons. 1 try = 7 darts = 7 balloons = 1 soft toy. 30 Baht per try. About S$1.20.









Sam and the guys kept trying. They seemed to be extraordinary addicted to the game. Becos the shots must be perfect, which is once u missed 1 shot, u wasted your $. So i took some darts to try once they failed the 1st or 2nd tries. Luck was with me! i burst the balloons most of the time.








The guys thought of a way to win the soft toy ultimately:




Each of us took our turn once! there were 7 of us and that was a lucky 7.






joanne started the ball rolling. While they were throwing, i felt that much pressure in me and i cowardly shrink behind Daniel, hoping that no one would realise my presence. But they still pulled me to face the balloons.









i threw and i did it!! THE BALLOON BURST! I screamed in victory! And the guys followed, not missing a shot! Samuel did the last convincing shot! WE DID IT! So we brought 'Hamtaro' back. this is how our victory monument looks like:

CUTE RIGHT? It is full of memories! We decided to give it to Song Hua (He didn't come with us). A gift which costs over 300 Baht. We had about 10 games before we succeeded! What's most important is we had fun!

:) We had many funny photos tOo! Will blog again once i received those photoS!

i didn't work last weekend. i make a big mistake by thinking that prom is on sat. Only when joanne told me it's on friday, i cancelled my shift! it's a blessing in disguise i guess. i'm going off to bangkok on tues so can take the time to relax.







On sat, wei der and i went to 'Chen Fu Ji', a chinese restuarant in Clarke Quay. His sis got a $50 voucher for it and that day was the due date.






One unique dish that we have tried is King Prawn in Floss.






We only ate 3 dishes together and we spent $63.30. But the balance we paid was only $13.30. :) Then he took me to Eski bar. i suppose Eski means "Eskimo" as the bar has 2 partitions, 1st one has the temperature of 0 Degree Celsius and the 2nd one has 18 Degree Celsius.









Wei der wanted to try sitting in the 1st partition. And the girls here brought us jackets. Girls get pink ones while guys get grey. i ordered Sleeping Polar Bear, made up of Malibu, Coconut juice and some other ingredients and he ordered Corona.









We were asked for our ICs. HAHAs. i am okie with it. But Wei der is already 25, like a thousand years after 18!?









After just a little while, my legs went numb and my nose and the area above the lips seemed to be frozen. i kept touching my nose to make sure that it is still there. hahas. then while i endure, wei der told me to give up. that guy was burping away in coldness. hehes. so we went in the 2nd partition and felt much better.






The Sleeping Polar Bear is really nice. i think i should try for more drinks like that!





Our table

Me in my pink jacket. (My Specs are crooked)

Wei Der feeling cold.

i'm off to Thailand on tues morning. Have to reach Changi Airport by 5am. Bye girls! Will be back by the 7th!

NOTE: THe following photos are stolen from Ting!!





Click to enlarge the images:



Me and my girls while waiting for the late guys!














My clAss on stage!

















mY class again!

PROM NIGHT




These photos were taken from my phone. The rest taken from my frens' digi cam will be uploaded after they sent me!











mY hair dO from back view






The make up artist made me had blue eyelashes and blue eyeshadow to match my blue eyes!








After all the make up and hair styling, we went to Joanne's house to touch up before her dad drove us to the dinner. ALL MY GIRLS LOOK STUNNING! HEHES.









i am quite contented with my overall look, at least i don't feel uncomfortable. But i have the feeling of looking like the 'da jie da' in Shang Hai Tan. i also had comments of looking like a hostess! DIAOS.










Our table 3 in Phoenix Hotel Orchid and Rose Room







My 2 cheese cakes, 1 fruit cake and mango pudding. i didn't finish them though.

Look at the variety of cakes they have!

It was an enjoyable dinner. A few performances and some slideshows. My photos were in some and they were 'OH MY GOSH'! these slideshows were downloaded into CDs and given to us as doorgift. oh pig, that means my stupid photos will be there for life! And i realised that most of us have gradually changed. We have all grown up to look like adults! HAHA







Wei Jian gave every girl a long stalk of rose while performing!






Ting made a photo album of a collection of our whole class' photos as a gift to our Care Person (in sec sch terms, it is called 'form teacher'). It is very creative and thoughtful of her!! ah ya. Forgot to take photo of the album. SHITs

After the dinner has ended, we went party world ktv in the HSBC building. It is the 1st time all my classmates agreed to going to ktv. 1st time after all the 3 years together!!






And it is after 3 years i realised that practically all of them can sing well. And also the fact that Ezra knew how to sing old chinese songs~






but.. they were quite shy to sing loudly with the mike. SO... cos of enough practice in K Box, i am quite thick-skinned. i sang loudly and awfully but i knew my frens won't mind. HAHAS. $24 per person for a friday night. erms.. ok lahs.. hehes..








We sang till 4am in the morning. And samuel drove me home. i had saved around $25 for not taking cab to the hotel and back home! That was the happiest part! hehes.











And after i reached home, i took off all the pins pinned on my hair previously. There were 18 pins! TIGHT AND PAINFUL while the hair stylist pinned my hair but i ENDURE. and i love its outcome toO!

That was my messy hair after i reached home. and see my eyes? they are blue! And my choker slipped into my collar bone. A little weird though.

My invitation card which me, the SOTONG forgot to bring. Luckily wei jian still let me in!

mY doorgift

My accessories!

will update more photos soon!.

next on my list:

BANGKOK!

Wei Der dyed his hair red! my GOSH.. that was super red. mY mum said he looked like a star. So he got proud and asked me to take photo with him in my room. DOTS! that was after i bathed and my hair is still wet!

The 2nd photo is taken when i hold my camera phone.

Then the 1st one is he hold it. THEN i realise how short i was. SAD

Tomorrow is my Prom Night. EXCITED!

i had spent like a thousand on its preparation...





Black Nail Polish from SaSa = $8.90
Nail Stickers From He and She = $2.90 + $4.90 = $7.80
Nail Polish Remover (the old one is finished) = $2.50
Fake Eyelashes from SaSa = $6.90
Prom dress from Chaos = $39.90
Pink High Heels from DMK = $49.90
Pink Handbag from SeiYu = $26.90
Ear Ring and Choker = $35.90
Bracelet = $13
Hair Styling + Make up = $38
Blue contact lens = $19





Pls count and tell me how much i have spent! i didn't dare to count!








I have sinned at work! i called a girl who looked like a guy "SIR". i didn't know she is a girl until she looked at me. SO SOTONG SEHS









i saw zhi yang at my workplace! u know the campus superstar champion. He talked to me in Chinese, asked me about the soup of the day etc etc, very polite and friendly i shld say.. hehes.

Strawberry iCe creAm from Ajisen Dining!

i hAve applied for autO Roam. YeS! So u all can contact me while i am in Thailand. But it is quite troublesome. My mum has to follow me to HellO shop at Seng Kang to get it done. tOo bAd i am less than 21. hehes.

We waited almost an hour in the shop. We were quite hungry so i wanted to treat my mum to Delifrance while waiting. But the moment i told her the price, she would rather be hungry. So i bought a 2-pc chicken meal instead. And i realised that she could eat alot if i treat her to lunch. She ate the 2-pc chicken and 1 full bowl of fish ball noodles!



















Received my all semesters exam transcipt by mail. bei bian le! shouldn't have printed it in the first place. it costs $10 for a few papers lehs.. faints~




















Then i wanted to let my mum see my results. But she pushed them away as she was doing something else. then she forgot. DOts! i reminded her again and she said she don't understand ENglish. OH MY GOSH.. it is only to see 'A, B, C, D, E, F' .. Neber mind.. i understand that my parents are weird people.. They arent keen about seeing our results! HAHA

My Ex Class I404. I will definitely miss them!

From top left: Joanne. Si Ting. Me. Wen King. Wei Jian. Zhi Zhong. Samuel. Ezra. Song Hua. Jia Liang. Daniel. Mr Chung. Jason. Idris.

My Higher Maths Class.

I can't name all of them. i dunno most names! hAhas!

Ook, i know i look weird.

Spot something in Engineering School? YUPPS.. most are guyS!