Overoptimism

Some people choose to see the ugliness of this world... I choose to see the beauty.
Some people say... Overoptimism will kill me. Haha. I choose, now, to be a realist, not just an optimist.

"A permissist complains about the wind;
An optimist expects it to change;
A realist adjusts his sails."

Sometimes I admit that being optimistic isn't going to change things... To make my own life history is really up to me. If I have tried over and over again, and every month for the past 3 years, I told myself, "Yes, next month it will be better... Next month..." And it never did.

It's tiring... I decided that I am the decider of my own life. It's time to move on. Find something that treats you more humanely... that you have time for your husband and family.. It's sad that you miss your husband even though he's in the same house as you.