A pinhole of my life.

It's almost a week after the break up.
The sky has become grey, not blue anymore.








I'm learning to cope with it.
I am trying to move on. i still cry in the mornings on my walk to class. But time has lessen the pain in my heart.







My heart is more peaceful now. I'm glad that i see joanne and ting in the hostel everyday. The sight of them cheers me up and kept my mind off unpleasant things








Finally...
No more sleepless torturing nights
No more quarrels
No more fear
No more difficulties in breathing
No more heartaches
No more trying hard
No more forcing myself against my will









Only when i let go of the past, then i can grab hold of the future. I will move on and i hope u will. U have to pick yourself up and live on with your life. Drowning yourself in sorrows wont help u get better. Like what u have said, time is the best medicine to heal our hurt.







i can't give u one last chance anymore. i have given u too many. i have given in so much that i am not myself anymore. i told u to love me for who i am then, not who i am in the future.






i will always keep u and our memories in the depth of my heart.









It hurts me to see him so hurt. But my heart has hardened. i will never turn back.








i am greedy. i need someone who loves me more than i love myself. Not someone who loves me as much as i love him.